To Be or Not To Be…
I’m talking about being a SAHM. If I’m the only to decide, I’d go for being a SAHM. I know it won’t be easy, and I really have high regard to my friends who were sahm’s and I know it will be a challenge for me especially the cooking part hehe! But I really want to be a sahm. Especially now that we’re having yaya dilemmas. As mentioned here, my brother is planning to get my ever dependable nanny/helper and looks like the plans will push thru. And again, I don’t know if I can trust whoever will replace her, lalo na they will be left alone in the house. We’re not like others kasi who has relatives to look after them eh. My parents are both abroad; Paul’s parents are both deceased na and there’s really no one to rely on. This is really giving me sleepless nights and I still don’t know what to do. I’ve been praying and asking God for guidance and I know He’ll answer my prayers. I do hope when the time comes that we have to decide na, we’ll be ready.
naku pareho tayo, walang kamag-anak na pwedeng pag-iwanan. wala na din ako parents e, parents naman ni jojo, medyo old na tapos sa marikina pa. so wala talaga. so ako na lang muna sa bahay.. promise mas mahirap, lalo na kami wala din kasambahay, pero masaya naman saka kasama mo kids 24/7. nakakapikon din naman minsan hehe lalo na king makalat at makulit.. sacrifice muna, ganun talaga e..
hi alpha! sa akin willing na talaga ako mag-sahm eh. alam ko mahirap nga kaya bilib talaga ako sa mga kagaya nyo nina peachy.
di pa kami nakakapag usap ni paul eh bahala na. di talaga ako nakakatulog kakaisip. mag school na si lance sa june and ayoko naman ibilin sya sa new yaya, kakatakot tapos syempre pati si hannah maiiwan sa isa pa yaya, na di ko pa din naman trusted 100%. haayyy…